Answers to all our questions are buried deep within us.
Dig a little deeper and they shall find us.
We don’t find them for we are dishonest with ourselves.
Let honesty do the searching and they shall find us.
Questions don’t arise for we expect answers from others.
They are directed towards others for we are afraid of answering them.
Let integrity do the questioning and the answers shall find us.
That time of year is here. Nostalgia personified. Time to count blessings, looking back and pondering what all happened. What all could not happen and what all could have happened.
As if it were just yesterday, the same day, the same time. Same flowers blooming, same migratory birds nesting, same temperature, rain, snow, chill in the air.
Like a flash it went by! Every wish sent to people, like it was written yesterday. The same parties, thankfully surrounded by the same people. Some new additions surprisingly seeming like old acquaintances. Same cheer in the atmosphere.
Same emotions wreaking havoc. The same homeless, cold people on the roads stirring deep emotions within the soul. Same sense of helplessness, restlessness and pain.
Same sense of joy and pride watching your children grow. Love, companionship amongst young and old in the family. Same sense of gain when a new member arrives in the family. The extreme sense of loss felt like a huge void, everytime remembering those lost.
Years passing by one at a time but like on a speedboat, zooming past. Memories merging into each other like a dream, senselessly mixing people , events from past and present together.
Like a joyride, rollercoaster years, same posts, photos, comments, likes on the social media. The decorated Christmas trees, the dancing , singing , drinking, New Year’s Eve parties. Identical situations yet…
The year is brand new, time lapsed, 12 months gone, countless breaths drawn. Mind absorbing pain and pleasure like a sponge. Countless moments lost, countless moments acquired. Bonds formed and broken, relationships strengthened, weakened.
The familiarity of “Sameness” embracing in comfort. The excitement of unknown giving sense of adventure. Family, friends giving love, hope and the strength to go on. Go on chasing time!